Why was I so worried?

It seems that I will, in fact, have to extend my MS graduation date. 

But I’m no longer worried. I love fluid simulation. What I don’t love is a lack of balance. If I have downtime (to relax, sleep, read, play video games) as well as creative time (to make art, write, play music), then my desire to learn increases. Without these things, I fizzle out. 

As a result, I’m now planning to graduate in December. That’s also my deadline for my current slew of personal work. Basically: finish 2 certifications, finish my art tutorials, review all basic coding concepts, up my running mileage, start my next novel, stuff like that. 

I will be researching 10 hours a week instead of 15-20 on my thesis because I hardcode burned out this week. This will be a way more reasonable pace, giving me FREE TIME!! and I’ll learn to work more efficiently too. During the summer, I’ll only work on it for 5 hours a week, fitting it into my normal coding slots. Or, I’ll take the summer off altogether. Plus, researching 10 hours a week will be much more doable in the fall, so I can truly enjoy the season…though summer is what I live for. 

It’s just 50-hour work weeks basically. With my spare time allocated for personal creative projects, games, and roller coasters. Easy.

I also won’t take anything over the spring OR summer so that way I can go to band and get off work by 6 each night. 

And I’ll have more time to prep for the LA move. Hopefully more money too.

It’s basically what I planned to do all along — finish personal baseline work and school projects all at once.

More details to come on the personal work front.

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