what sort of medieval torture is this

8 PM on a Sunday, working, no defined end point. Could be done in 20 minutes, could be in 4 hours. Still bugs being found. No CI/CD. No blue-green deployments. No QA. No automated tests. Nothing. Writing code in a language with no else-if statements, no classes, no abstraction, no dependency injection, no separation of concerns, no DRY, code duplication everywhere by design, certain library functions not allowing anything other than hardcoded strings (i.e. can't use a variable). It doesn't even feel like software engineering. It feels like some weird form of torture. My back hurts. We've been working every 2-4 Sundays for the past 18 months. 

And we have to work again in 12 hours! Can't be late or else! 

And we don't get to get off early anymore as thanks for working the weekend, either. 

Arcade is not a programming language. It is a torture chamber. 

We may not have to deploy for an entire month before working a Saturday (oh boy) for a major prod upgrade which means I'll actually get 3 or 4 normal Sundays. 

And this is happening in one of the worst job markets since 2008. I keep almost getting offers, then failing. Lose my dream job in animation in 2023, end up in...whatever the hell this is in 2024, stuck here ever since. 239 job applications in 2025 and counting. 

I just want to sleep. 

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