let's go all-in

There are way too many games I want to play. 

My parents never explicitly forbade video games, but they did limit our hours severely. By the time they stopped, I had accidentally developed an irrational guilt complex over playing games, even though my logical brain knew it was stupid. So it was hard to sit down and just do it even though I knew it would make me more creative. 

when I played adastra in 2021 I somehow managed to break through and play for at least 30 minutes a day, but usually 1-2 hours. This was extremely effective for immersion. I LIVED in that world. 

So I am going to allow myself to do the following: 

  • Backlog and sandbox games on the weekend. pokemon, portal, donut county, halo, skyrim, mass effect, dream logic, cattails, VR with Orion Drift and Dungeons of Eternity, etc. Replaying vns is allowed also. I realize this means it will take forever to get through them 
  • But pretty much every day I want to be in: Genshin Impact and BG3. Yep. I just bought BG3. I just decided that it's going to be my main driver, assuming I like the first few nights of playing it. I'm only going to play these for 60-90 minutes a night, which for me is a LOT. #funemployment and it should be enough to fully immerse me. 
Why? I want to actually be modern lol. Like I am sure I will love a lot of those backlog games so I will play them, but if that's all I do, I am never going to be able to engage with active communities. It's like trying to engage with MLP in 2026 -- the fandom is there, but it's not alive in the way it was back before my mission in like 2012 or whatever. 

so let's go all-in. 

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