the eventual exit of corpo life

in this post, I announce my inevitable exit from the corporate world. 

Not now, because I still need funding. I unfortunately need a new job. 

But I'm done after that. After this next job, once I can actually fund myself -- if I lose the job yet again, I'm not going to do it anymore. I'm tired of being a spreadsheet item. I work my ass off every single day to learn computer science, cybersecurity, mathematics, engineering, and physics. And music, art, and writing. At work, I wrote the entire documentation, automation, deployment scripting, QA testing docs and standards, unit tests, pipeline runners, I reduced deployment time from 5 hours to 2 hours, and I got cut off anyway and all my stuff was instantly deactivated. Why - Because some sociopathic, elderly, uncaring business bro with no drive or passion for learning or loving anything other than money cuts me off and forces me to eat away at my savings. Again. 

Three times in a row. All full-time jobs ending in layoffs. NO EXCEPTIONS. Always at the 1-2 year anniversary. 

If I get laid off for a fourth time, and I can support myself, I'm not getting another corporate job afterward. I don't care what happens. I'm done. I hate this so much. 

If I'm not ready yet, okay, but this is finite. It seems that the private sector, at least, just isn't for me. 

"The consequence is hanging there,

The sky will fall but I don't care"

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